My Depression
My depression is
thick...like skin
like a wet suit it clings
stuck to me,
suffocatingly
tight
my depression
Is soft
and comfortable
it lures me
to lethargy
and apathy
I feel stuck...in a
rut..in a spot
I cant get out of.
Like somehow I've been
disabled
when I think about things
that get me down
the things that see my
eyebrows
furrow and frown
and I let the thoughts
creep in
of why life has to dish
me such a crap hand
…
I feel the skin
of my depression
cling
it creeps around
me like a spider
weaving its web
weaving me in
and I cant let go
get out
I want to shout
but have no voice
my depression
is like steel
like the armour of my
opponent
when I strike
Im at a loss
because everywhere bings
my lashes are useless
against this armor I feel
I'm stuck
in a rut
that I cant get out of
My depression
is lonely.
Its an abandoned desert
where nobody sees me
quietly smiling
and carrying on with work
when all I really feel
is the cold of steel
and the suffocation of a
web
around my neck....and I
cant breath...
because of this skin
I'm stuck
in a rut
that I cant get out of.